Ok, so the music in this video is rather over dramatic, but you know what? My life with ME/CFS and Addison's has sucked, so for a moment, let's just be dramatic! Every sentence in this video has applied to my life at some point over the last three years, and i still live every day with the milder symptoms.
Please note I'm not asking for help or sympathy, my family has been great in helping me recover and have a somewhat normal life. But i guess it might help you understand my life right now. Plus I'm really tired of being ashamed that i can't do what everyone else can, and trying to gloss over how much it's taken from my life. So here's the deal, you want to know about me, my life and how I'm doing? this is a huge part of it right now:
About Me
- Elizabeth
- I'm 22. Elizabeth is not my real name, it just carries the same vibe as my real one. I'm messed up, i can't spell, i type like i talk, i use bad grammar and start most sentences with "And" and end them with "it". I use cuss words. I hate god most of the time but want so badly for him to love me. I recently left a very abusive church where i was wounded to my core by rejection and guilt. I have a sleep disorder, an adrenal disorder and a thyroid disorder. I had to drop out of college, and later quit my job because i was so sick. I'm weak, I'm sinful, I'm broken both physically and spiritually, and i am scared that neither one will ever get better. This is my story.
1 comment:
This sucks. I'm sorry you are dealing with this.
I have a thyroid problem, and fibromaylgia (to name a few)... your spoon story fit so perfectly.
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